I won’t talk to you if you’re mad at me
There’s no point since you’re going to be in a bad mood anyways. And even if I do try, I’ll probably end up getting angry as well by your behavior. Rather than having it be a lose-lose situation, I’ll just leave you alone until you cool off. Once you’re ready to talk to me again, I’ll just be one click away.
(Source: shirleychen)
Remember when we first started talking?
We would talk to each other every day from morning to night. You would hit me up all the time, and actually put effort into our conversations so it never got boring or ended awkwardly. Talking to you made me happy.. at first. Now, things are just really bad. It’s either I get a ridiculously late reply, a dull reply, or no reply from you at all. I hate it.
(Source: geleeeezy)
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. is this a man giving a dolphin a blowjob?
oh my god
OMFG WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM I KEEP HEARING THAT DOLPHINS SCREAM
I CANNOT UNSEE
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
(Source: grizzlytales)
#10confessions i do not watch “How I Met Your Mother” but i know the existence of “i am legen……. wait for it…….. dary!”
pretend
i think we all need to have a same gender best friend. you really truly can’t relate to someone 100% unless you really do go through the same shit as each other. its good to know that you’re not alone when you’re feeling so fucked up, and that talking to a person who has been through what you’re going through now is just so… satisfying? its like this feeling that you’re not the odd one out that that there’s always a solution to it because reality wise, everything will always turn out okay in the end. then again, if its not okay, then its not the end.
maybe later on in life it doesn’t matter so much, but in years of teenagehood where so much is happening and changing all at once, same gender helps. and by the time you are old enough that it doesn’t matter anymore what gender it is, you’ll either be married, or having a best closest friend maybe doesn’t matter anymore. its sad to think that but some people don’t need to have a close friend. we should all have some, but some of us can deal without and to be honest, i admire how they can handle that.
you can have thousands of followers, 1000+ contacts on your MSN list and 524 contacts in your phone. its frustrating you know, to have so many friends, yet not a single or two best friends. and you know, i think for me, whoever i become best friends with or anything i think the friendship has to blur just for a moment. we both have to go into a bit of a ‘wtf’ moment where we can’t tell if theres more to it than we think. we might have to give it a try and then fail miserably. but really in the name of good friendship, that’s good. the friendship is then forever established.
have you ever wondered why life is so cruel? sometimes you feel that its best to be alone all by yourself and hoping that nobody cared and for everyone to just leave you alone. its a good and also a bad feeling. but because those special people in your life cares so much about you, you tend to have a second thought.
what happens when you lose someone special in your life?
who are you going to turn to when life’s so screwed up?
what happens in the end?
“Go wash the dishes!”
“Go take out the garbage!”
“Go fold the clothes!”
“Go make me coffee!”
“Go do the laundry!”
“Go hang the clothes!”
“Go bring me my purse so I can give you money!”
(Source: sreezuh)
maybe it’s just me
let me just say i have been doing quite a bit of thinking. about everything, really.
its a self destructive kind of cycle, you start questioning how and why things happen and you get stuck and end up becoming depressed about everything. ever felt like no one gave a shit about you or what was happening in your life? well it’s human nature. people only care about themselves and their own feelings. while you’re there thinking something that happened is some kind of pivotal moment in your life, someone else has just walked off and completely forgotten all about it.
but that’s how it goes, people’s main concern is themselves. occasionally it changes and for a few minutes someone may give you the time of day, but ultimately everyone is looking out for themselves worrying about what everyone else is thinking of them, when ironically everyone else is doing the same.
so its best not to give a shit and say and do what you like in life, because really it is too short and regretting everything and looking back on situations just makes things manifest and you end up feeling depressed while those that were involved haven’t given it a second thought.
having said that, there are a rare few people in the world who do that and when you find someone like that, they deserve praise. while they may do and say some bold things, at least they are doing something! why be complacent in life? don’t settle for mediocrity. and don’t let yourself be trodden on by people who you think are your friends.
i realise half of this is contradictory and its jumbled and several things have led me to just vent all this out
